Friday, April 30, 2010
dear i duno wat am i doing.. my best fren actually say b4, its best to brk cuz i will not be happy. yr fren oso pointed out all problems from him
hes nt romantic,boring,nt caring,nt sensitive,guy who thinks of himself
last bt nt least
she cnt stand DA NEN REN
u know, last time when he jio me, all these shortcomings all not visible de. that time he did keep saying he is boring type of person. but when i know him de time he's different. now he tell me all along he's like tat, y he no show all these from the start? can give me more considerations. now i feel like ~ he love me but no wan put in efforts OR i love him more than he love me. i believe if got love u sure want to keep communicate with him/her and wont keep say sian sian sian.. indeed i always try to communicate with him.. but duno y gradually at certain point i will start to hide things frm him.. like wat i eat, i overslp so no go sch, i audi-ing, i very late den go bath, i slp very late, or smtimes i no eat oso, those bad habits even though they r bad but i would still tell u right? i know u will say me smth but i still will tell u hor? i nv tell him lo.. cuz i know he will nag me. but i very scared when he nag me lo, cuz the things he said will sound very harsh and fierce. he not nagging me as bf, he nagging me as my papa, also kinda remind me of my dajie.. so many many things i no dare tell him. now he really dun care bout me le bah. "wats mine will be mine" he said... so if i brk 2nd time he will let go easily right? he also says he's delusioned.. means i cheated him right? actually i duno whether i got commit properly to this r/s anot. sometimes when i see him so cold then i buay song oso cold wif him. b4 i know u, i tot guys r lidat so i suan le. i told myself must be as cheerful as i can in front of him. to make him happy and to make me happy. but i feel kinda xinku le.. when i emo bout my fyp he only orh orh.. sayang or jy for me oso dun hav.. last time wed after work he no pick me up say wan slp, oso no sorry. though dun really need sorry, at least should give me some nice talkingg right? all the feelings for wanting to break and all the reasons all coming back to me.. u wan me cheerful 24/7? please luh i no need be emo at times? i cant fa pi qi? i cant fan nao? u wan me be understanding woman and mature to this extent? WOMAN!! i jus realise im only a YOUNG girl, student, youth, teenager still.. why i dun feel his love at all? i only can feel his love through other people tell me. why he cant shower love to me directly? does he ever think wat do i need now? when i emo, what do i need? when i not happy, what do i need? i complain smth, he orh orh nth to say, make me feel more sian, make me feel like i rather go talk to wall. u know what his best reply? to me his best reply is " haha" or "lol".. pianggg... brb i go bang wall v_v
iKillBiscuit
8:57 PM
Monday, April 26, 2010
This mega specially for dear ~
Dear thks for being with me
Love u lots ~~
Violet n H3ro 6mth tgt ^^ Mega for them last long ok
Lol silly mission no perfect pass fm
Get +1 couple point
Pro die me <3
Round 1 of Br compy Random 8k
Got 10 arena point and 6 fp
Round 2 Fail sad die >.<>
Labels: iHateBiscuit
11:59 PM
wahahahahaha ~~~
nice miss dear ~~
pro die me.. ;hoho
be honoured !!
this is my first fm for 130bpm cpl dance =x
saranghae saranghae~~
beautiful love ~~
wedding day ~~
na~ na~ na na na na na naa~~ na na~~
na~ na~ na na na na na na na na na na~~
saranghae saranghae~~
beautiful love ~~
make this SCANDAL last till we die ~
wahahahahahaha..
i dun understand korean afterall..
so only catch all the english words ;eeks
10th april ~ scandal starts
15th april ~ we've become each other's xiao laogong and xiao laopo (LAUGHS)
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iKillBiscuit
5:08 PM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
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Saturday, April 24, 2010
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Friday, April 23, 2010
Omg damn lucky pass mission gt 70 fp ;p.
Actully gt 4 de bt 1 dc so become 3 x.x, today BR compy damn cmi T.T 8k random ... total fp for today 83 ^^.
Dear its our second day with our blog hohoho im here to do the first full posting.
Meow Meow ~~
Times seem to fly so fast we have known one another for 1mth 1day. Who would have think we could have come so far and close to one another. Remember the first time how we meet its so funny hahahaha... Dear can also accidentally ss wor
Dear you need to be more confident in yourself, be strong and do not be afraid. Im always here for you, you are never alone. When you are afraid just think of me (Super BHB) hahahaha. I cant do much but what i can do i will do for you. Dont bully me le Dear suppose to teng wo de T.T
Dear has a unique personality, cheerful,friendly,kind hearted,willing to help last but not least ....(its a secret ) meow ~~ meow~~
I love u Dear.
iHateBiscuit
10:10 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
~~ lalala ~~
~~ woof woof ~~
emo-ing alone in audi room
BEAT RUSH room
thinking about whether to hop back to my old fam
some weird guy pm me ask me y play alone
almost treat it like crap and ignore it
but duno why i go reply him
say i was emo-ing
den he say he was emo-ing too V_V
den we pm here n there
i let him come in
told him my problems
but he no help
then chat with him crap with him
he called me jie
i really tot he is pri6
played a few games
decided to join his fam
many fam req
all are his favourite songs >.>
i would think
since wan me join why need req?
hahahaha
dear, do u remember u asked me before
whats my first impression of you?
actually
me myself oso nt sure
if i no reply yr pm,
we wouldnt have today
hehe
if really need to ans
i would say
gamer lo, chatty lo, kinda flirtish lo
really i think hor
if i no reply u the pm
or i rude to u
we really wun have today
u continue wif yr BB
i continue wif my HR
but maybe if thats the case
we could have being more lonely now
and without you
my dark times will be worst off
so i wanna say
im very thankful to God
very happy and lucky to be able to know you
same here
i will enjoy all the times and memories wif you
every day every hour every minute every second
millions of thank yous
muacks dear ^_^
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iKillBiscuit
8:31 PM
