Saturday, May 1, 2010
Love, sometimes i wonder what love really is. Whenever i think i understand love, somethings happen and im lost n dumbfound. Love can be simple and complicated. Saying I Love U is easy but to prove it, well tts hard. How do ppl gauge the Love? Action,expression or sincerity? It can be little things or it can be something tt only u can do. Every one has their own perception of love.
Me, im sinmple i go by this rule ~ Love others as how you want others to love you. somehow i find tt its a failure ~ Sometimes i try to second guess or be sensitive but somehow i alwaz fail in tt area... Its either im too sensitive or i miss out e little hints tt they give n i end up making things worse. Life is so unpredictable n Love is even worse. Everyone would liek to have a partner who they can rely and look for comfort in times of needs. Nobody wants to be neglected, everyone wish that their loves one will be caring,loving,understand and knowing what he/she wants. It takes 2 to clap in a r/s. Giving in to one another is essential in a r/s that is what i think la. If its a one sided affair well u know it be so hard to maintain a r/s. Sparks will go off and many things will happen,everything start out like a fairy tale and end like a drama. Sometimes i tried as long as you are happy im contend, i find that its very very next to impossible unless you got no feelings for that person only than you can do that. Unless you are a saint la coz i see every little things that happen to the person that you care, your heart will bleed,ache and you want to run up n protect her n comfort her. Its hard as in reality you cant do that even if u can its juz a temporaly respite. Once shes back on her feet ,everything is back to sqaure one.
Love can be selfish, some ppl can do lots of things for love. Its a curse and a joy just liek a sword. Its double edge, it can kill and it can protect. It depends on how you use it sames goes to love. Its how you going to maintain a r/s, getting hurt is part n parcel of a r/s bt we learn to pick up ourself n walk again. Nothing is perfect in this world but we alwaz hope for the best. Hope is something that we learn to live with, without hope human will despair.
In a r/s there are good and bad memories. We cannot erase them away,where ever we go to memories will surface. Running away will no thide the only way is to embrace it and bottle it up and accpet it. It is part of our journey and something to remember, no matter how painful it is. We have to accpet it, its hard but not impossible.
Loving you has been something that i never regret. I enjoy being with you, really perks me up. I dont kno whow to phrase it its just that from the bottom of my heart i really care,every little things that upset you or hurt you i feel the pain too. Be happy gal. Love you alwaz ~~
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