Monday, May 10, 2010
our relationship is so fragile that i couldnt believe i cant hold it properly anymore le... fade and die?
my favourite quotes which i think suit me and him ~
when love takes over, you know you cant deny.
The worst thing to confront is to watch the person you love loving someone else!
Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.
It´s better to be friends than giving you another chance.
im gonna accept the fact that he love me less
due to many unhappy moments and quarrels
first time shed tears in front of him
i ask him will he brk up wif me for another woman? he say duno
i ask him will he stop loving me? he say duno
i ask him he used to say he hope im his last one, does it still counted? he say duno
he said, he feel numb with regards to relationships le
he said, he dun dare to promise anything le
1 reason he will brk up
is if we are not happy together anymore
2 reasons i will brk up
one is he dun love me
the other one is i cant give him happiness, or rather i cant meet his expectations
he said, happiness canot be measured
he asked, will i break up with him if i dun love him? i say i will
he asked, will i break up with him if he dun love me? i say of cuz
saw a tear dropping from his eye... its my imagination afterall...
i asked him again, did he love me lesser? if yes pls tell me, so that i can try earn it back? kekeke
he said, love cannot be earned...
making dear test him again im sorry, but its cleared that he hiding a girl behind me... he shows clear interest to another girl and even want to meet her exchange numbers... real details i dun wan say le...
heartbreaking...
im the one who murdered this relationship before
to numb his love for me
cannot return
cannot go back anymore
even when i realised i love him till wu ke jiu yao
cannot go back anymore
cannot regret anymore
i know
he knows, probably
first time shedding tears of regret in front of him
he only asked me not to cry and gave me a tissue
he no convinced me he still love me lots
i then realised
his love to me is getting numb and lesser
yeah my fault for even mentioning break up
thank you _ _ R _ _ for advice
yr case goes to happy ending such that
both of yr trust had gone stronger
this sentence encourage me to go ask him straightaway
yet i found out the cruel truth
he love me lesser
i asked him again... does he feel happy when being with me
he said, still ok luh
no reason for break up
great!
i can prepare myself
bit by bit
to love him lesser
when im able to talk to him in normal mood as normal friend
and accept the fact he will leave me...
i will let the tragedy to enter...
thought of that, wana cry again
he sends me back home
the wind gave me courage to accept the truth
his perfect girl isnt me
my sweet isnt him either
everytime sit behind him will think, whether he will be mine?
the answer now is im gona say byebye to him one day
my instinct says... not too soon and not too fast
i must be myself in front of him again
so as to find courage to let him go one day
banging wall for the last time
next day i will be able to roll on floor laughing out loud me rolling rolling
and will wait for a new sweet ~ a sweet that give me never ending sweetness
by then, i should be able to rolling and laughing
kind-hearted people who read this, please donate some kind words of console in the chatbox to entertain this poor girl... thank you so much...
iKillBiscuit
4:58 AM
