Friday, May 7, 2010
today my 1yr old nephew comes my house... as usual... keep wanting sit on my lap when im in frt of my desktop =.= so hard to play audi den i off liao ;eeks no mood to audi anw cuz of my proj ;sob
i like my course, i dun like my course; i like my school, i dun like my school; i like to audi, i dun like to audi; i like drawing, i dun like drawing; i like coloring, i dun like coloring; NOW... what am i talking about? xD
yesterday burn oil and fire dao this morning 6.30am... den sleep in morning skip morning class.. haizz... reach there le jiu continue my coloring job... den my grp leader ask me whether i can design one main character... i say ok lo... den he say he help me do the shadows coloring... haizz kana snatch job again... he himself hvn finish his parts jiu wan to take my job... last time oso... i finish all the characters' draft design and sort of decide on using mine... in the end he go do his own characters sheet and settle with his characters... all my efforts wasted... zzz... den he say dao duno give what things for me to do... i sibeii angry but what to do? i go toilet stone for 1/2 hr emo-ing... haizz... so many fan naos for my fyp... still hv to maintain good relationship with hr... x.x
this morning sleeping actually got a bad dream... i dream bout him liking back his ex-gf den choose her in front of me... i ji-tao heartbrk... i think after that i also dream bout keep going to dear for sayanging me... the part where he liking back his ex feels very real.. dear u say before right? me and him de situation now very easy can get 3rd parties... "he treat xue as his back-up plan" uh... saying "i miss you" to other gal... really, how to forgive him lidat...
when i got mood to audi and play it for whole day, he say he hate me audi... when i no mood to audi worrying bout my proj and bugged by my nephew, he ask me play tgt... faint fall bang wall... i tot he wan spend time tgt even though we at our own homes so he tot of audi tgt. he even said wan play till +5 bonus, which means can play tgt for about 2 to 3 hrs? i ask him eat le dinner mah? he say hvn.. he say he mite wan cook pasta but a bit lazy... after 5 games he dc-ed... in msn he say lazy cook zz, den he say shd i go out n eat? then he mia for 1hr++ i no mood to audi yet stone in audi for 1hr to wait him... after that hour he sms me say i out to eat... i say "oh ok, eating wif fren? enjoy ^^".. he din reply liao... aft ard 3 hrs (11.25pm) he say he back liao... haizz... ask him 2 qns he ans 1 qn.. make me use the other way round to ask the other qn again ;eeks but out of all things i've complained, i guess 1 thing still happy bout me and him is that he seems to be willing to lvl up our ring... all the best? lol
im finding my r/s wif him is getting ridiculous... cant feel his love when he's not wif me... cant feel he is supporting me and will be always by my side... cant feel that he's happy by just being wif me even he says he's happy... worst thing is sometimes cant feel that im actually have a bf, only able to feel from his necklace he gave me.. brb go bang wall T.T
iKillBiscuit
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