Tuesday, July 6, 2010
i duno why i feel like saying sorry to u.. one thing is rgd yr fam... i at first say wan join den i half ass de join wif hatebis.. understandable if u wan kik me.. another thing is when i ask u whether wan attend my lp, u say no de time its kinda scary.. so i guess i break yr heart in certain ways.. i know how to blame u when cpl other gal but i selfishly go cpl other without telling u oso... even u expected this i think u oso dun wan this rite? sadly speaking, i cnt even openly de say u're my ex cpl in audi..
i do treasure everything between us... i still regret for breaking ring for megamix n hatebis. if i had persevered a little more n be honest not wanting to lose u, we probably still be happy together and could have proceeded to higher rings. and i duno why, since u that time say wun on9 hatebis often le, thats y i brk ring, but why after that still say u dun wan brk ring de, wan test me whether i would break ring somemore, end up say those brk up words. its still a question mark to me. but i know, over is over.. say all these totally no use.. there's no way to go back to the past.. no way we can talk truthfully anymore le..
i just wana say sorry.. sorry for hurting u and not being honest...
so far only me keep auto finding u for chat, u nv auto find me to chat, which i feel myself very thick skin. if u emo and met any problem, u can find me for chat when im available, u dun feel like telling me oso ok de. i believe u have close friends to be able console u properly. u said before, i duno how to talk, the way i choose my words is very cmi n sux. yeah u r right... but please dun always think that "even tell u oso no use, u wont be able to help me." then end up never tell everybody wats yr problem and then go MIA to nowhere n anywhere and we jitao worry.sian.aka.gg.com/wtfwhereru. YR FRIENDS r here, YR FRIENDS r willing to listen to yr problems. even cant do anything for u, at least YR FRIENDS can listen or pei u. so anything happen u can just tell yr friends... ^^ i hope im one of yr friends ^^
i enjoy each n every moment when im wif u.. yr sweetness, kindness and love used to melt my heart a lot... thank you for everything u have done for me... sorry for being really very stupid, i never do anything for u.. rmb dun go emo too much, anything happen just try to smile it off. yr perfect girl is on her way, all u need to do is wait.. still as usual, we r still friends. its not a regret for me to know u, i have gained another close friend. but i hope to u im still yr friend.
jyjy for work, love, life, game and everything..
p.s hope u can invite me to yr lp..
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